January 10, 2018

New Year's Resolutions (Revisited)

Hey everybody!  It's been a while.

Last year I wrote a long wall of text, a speech to myself more than anyone.  A declaration of goals, and an acknowledgment of failures.  I revisited it throughout the year, feeling its energy over and over, and have again come back to view it once more today, and take stock of where I am now.

And now, without further ado… here's an update.  An update for 2018.

I won't write as much as I did last time.  I said just about everything there is for me to say.  But I will say that I am in a much better place now than I was then.

I was sure I'd finish the film last year.  Certain, even!  But alas, I am still not done.

That's the bad part… but that's really the only bad part.

I am pleased to announce that the visual effects are almost completely DONE!  This is a HUGE milestone for me, and I will soon be sharing a new post dedicated to just that!  One of the longest stages of this film, and now… they're essentially DONE!

PHEW!

All that's left now is music, sound, and simple final touches.

Music is no problem for me, as I've been practicing composing for years, and been waiting to compose for this film for practically as long as I can remember!  Sound I have less experience in, but I'm going with a simplistic approach to make its creation much more easy and fun.  Then final touches should take no more than a week or so, just watching the film a few times, making simple notes, and correcting little things here and there.

But with that said, I feel like a huge weight has been lifted since last year.  Last year I was feeling pumped, but also scared.  I couldn't see the light at the end of the tunnel, and that was difficult.  I had to keep myself motivated as best I could: there was a lot I'd accomplished, but a lot still left to go.  But now… now we're really nearing the finish line!

I still hold onto my ideas from last year, my suggestions on how to fix things.  And of course, I still fail at them sometimes, but they have remained in my mind ever since.

But speaking of ever since… I'll leave this post with one final message.

Last year I said I'd learned a lot from this film, about filmmaking as well as life itself.  Well, there's one good thing that's come out of this whole experience.  A great thing actually.

A new story idea.

I can't reveal too much of it now, but basically it's something I could never have written without experiencing "Down the Road" first.  Based almost entirely around this experience, it will be a crazy philosophical, psychological exploration of the mind that not only focuses on, but lives, the things I have felt and learned over these past 10-11 years.  It will be the cap to my days of amateur filmmaking, and with any luck… the start of my actual career.

Stay tuned, because I'm very excited to share what's up ahead.

- Erik (Director)